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full intro.

2018-01-01T15:27:00.002+08:00

hello thar

I'm Muchelle more commonly known as callinginsane,
I'm an E.L.F, 15 Family and I am crazy.
I ♥ Super Junior, who doesn't. they're funny, adorkable, ~~smutxy~~sexy, and everything good.
this blog might contain 50% livejournal posts, or just purely blogger posts.

For E.L.Fs:
Sj-w kpoppin cherryfics(cherrybombb)

Stalk me.
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2010-03-18T12:43:00.000+08:00

because in the real world, you make your own name, your own fame.

in my case, I became infamous.

450 FOR GENG.

2010-03-09T14:46:00.003+08:00

450 POST FOR GENG. HE'S ALIVE AND KICKING.

why. so. CUTE. ?

important stuffs

2010-03-08T15:50:00.003+08:00

Hello. uhm.

back to blogger. i guess. I still needa edit lots of stuff. and I've lots of stuff.

..... FICS/ICON ME PERFECT ARE MORE IMPORTANT.
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can i be upset now?
i'm not going for sushow. i feel like crying.

2010-03-08T15:14:00.001+08:00

to be edited.

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2009-12-29T16:05:00.001+08:00

~~To be edited on 10/1/1~~ 2 entries.

成敏，祝你生日快乐~！성민생일축하합니다~！Happy birthday Sungmin~！사랑해요~！

HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY SUNGMIN AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! ♥

I know I'm a freak ;____;

today had steamboat~ was ve~ry nice♥ I would like to go again ^^

「2010 RESOLUTIONS」

↘ Study harder
↘ Use less computer
↘ Not skip CCA as often
↘ If you can't join 'em, BEAT them, literally.
↘ Try to convert others into Sujuism and Atheism.
↘ Try photography in DMC
↘ Become a senior member
↘ Be more extroverted
↘ Make better icons and find nice pictures.
↘ Make better friends I can actually communicate with.
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it killed me ~~with the hot and smexy pelvic thrust heheheh, gonna haveta make an animated icon of it because it be epic!~~ <3

Suju at Gayo Daejun is pure and epic WIN! Suju is my ice and ecstasy < 3

PS: Happy new year :mhm: I reopened my shop to be The P r o c r a s t i n a t o r ' s shop. lol. only for icons :D

09/12/27

2009-12-28T18:37:00.003+08:00

~~To be edited on 30th dec 2009~~

09/12/27

you know what sucks?

it sucks when you know someone's doing something wrong, something unconscionable, but you cannot do anything to stop it. you're like a powerless twig in the forest waiting to get trampled on time after time. you can only watch them, you can't say anything in fear of getting beaten, or worse. and then you know that you're not the only one that's suffering.

it sucks when you know that you have friends-enemies which you can't forgive but you have to. because in the future, you'll need to rely on them. you'll need them to support you. and it's worse when even though you look so closely, you can only see snakes around you, because those you trust are elsewhere, enjoying, having fun with others while you are stuck to suffer. you cannot makes friends yet you cannot afford to make enemies.

it sucks when you try to work harder, but you fail. you try and fail over and over again, and comments are getting to you. why are you so stupid, why can't you do better. you know you're trying, but others don't see the effort. over time, you grow unhappy and depressed, but they are pushing you. you know it's time to put on some make-up.

it sucks when you know there's another you inside your mind, you cannot hold yourself anymore because you created that monster. you are responsible if it does anything. because it is eating you up slowly, day by day. you are no longer yourself anymore, you are another person in whole.

it sucks when you live in your mind, you cannot connect to others outside, you watch them instead. you wish you could have fun with them, but you can't feel anything except pain anymore.

it sucks when you're hollow, you lost your humanity and became a robot.

2009-12-22T15:53:00.003+08:00

Even though I've moved...

FUCK YEAH

Intro to strangers who apparantly went to SACPS

2009-12-14T14:13:00.010+08:00

when I say super, you say junior

"Super Junior is made up of 13 people. During our first album, there were twelve of us. We added one more during the second album. KyuHyun, our 13th member. Super Junior can only perform with 13 people. Just like ten fingers, you can't do without one. It's not a group like who's better or who's weaker.
We are Super Junior because there's all 13 of us. We have to be 13 to be Super Junior and to be on stage; it's not a team where a member is bad or good, but we shine the best when all 13 of us are together."

commonly known as callinginsane.
Super Junior. the most epic-est 13and alive♥ Imperfect family♥ Nisrina♥

only 13. making icons are love.

Psycho proofs [1][2]
iPsycho&iEgo-Fail

grandmother-> Razel(maid)-> gabish(daughter)-> laura(daughter)-> Irish(grandchild)-> Angela(grandchild)

iLurk Here

[livejournal] * [twitter]

MOVED TO callinginsane.livejournal.com
R E L I N K. ♥

AHHHH DAMN, CAN'T HOLD IN ANYMOARRRR

2009-12-14T08:42:00.011+08:00

Oh and btw, I think this'll totally convert into a suju-elf-blog so RELINK! to my lj if you want. It's f-locked so you'll have to create a lj account to view. Otherwise, WELCOME TO THE SUJUISH BLOG ; D
www.callinginsane.livejournal.com

Recently, I've had a bad dream about SACSS and my to-be classmates ;______; huhuhu, it's haunting me. Haven't slept today in fear of that dream;_____;
And I can't believe I forgot about Saturday ;_______; how much more of a fail can I get? Huhuhu ;________; Mianhae Shanyi ;____;

But to make up for it...

SORRY SORRY ANSWER MV IS FUCKING HOT!!! BEAT THAT ANTIS!! XD
Hate the 13 who have millions of hearts, get crushed by millions of hearts! ~~suckas~~CANS U SEES D EUNMIN INS IT?!?! TOTALLY LOVE♥

EDIT AFTER 5 MINS LOL FAIL OTL:

Oh damn, the MJ tribute is too hot. I know this is late but...

*drool*

..

2009-12-12T22:08:00.010+08:00

Why why why why why why..?!

WHY THE HELL IS GOD HATING ON ME?! TT________TT

Whywhywhywhywhywhy does Taiwan ONLY sell SSII's tickets in 711 and not online?!?!?!

I could have bought the tickets, my mum didn't mind me going to Taiwan next year during CNY for SSII but.... OTLOTLOTL my dream is smashed.

MONEY IS NOT THE ISSUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I WOULD HAVE PAID $300 JUST TO MEET THEM D: BUT NEVERMIND, I SHALL CHECK EBAY IF THEY SELL THE TICKETS. RAWR.

I love Lj, because you can decide which posts you want to show the public and which friend's only. Yeah, I totally love it. Unlike blogger, not everyone can view your posts =v=

;______;

2009-12-10T08:15:00.005+08:00

I still can't believe the Dream Team Magnae is now 20 ;__;
Huhuhu...

Ahhhh, Razel, don't abuse me like Nisrina does T_T You'll grow old and cranky faster~ T_T

Oh yeah, Sorry sorry's answer MV is coming out today~♥

EDIT:

Just because :D

Reset is such a sorrowfully pain but beautiful ballad

EDITEDIT:

Shisus, why am I such a fail at making icons? T_T Only shisus knows. Agh, feel like such a failed experiment now. Like, making fail icons equals to fail iPsycho. Seriously ;_;

EDITEDITEDIT:

Be honest, are these icons really nice?-_- if it is I think I'll upload them on lj.

Change skin ._.

2009-12-09T14:50:00.006+08:00

OMG HAPPY 20th* BIRTHDAY CHOI MINHO ♥
Sorry, couldn't find nice Minho pics T_T And I really luff this macro, anyway happy 20th birthday♥

I LUFF TIS SKIN! XD Icons ;_; Okay fine, call me a freak for wanting a blogskin livejournal style. T_T my bias *A* LOL.

Okay._. I'm back on twitter. Revival thanks to RAZEL, IRISH AND EMMA!

otl I just realized they're all Lumieres lmao. NISRINA, I'M GOING TO ABUSE YOU WHEN YOU COME ONLINE♥

ANDAND I LUFF MY MUSIC PLAYLIST! SUPER GENERATION!

I'm going to draw the family tree now D:<
LEGEND:

THE IMPERFECT GODS (Emma and Missa)
THE IMPERFECT WEIRDOS (Michelle, gabish, Laura, Angela and Irish)
THE IMPERFECT UNADOPTEDS (Sunny and jeanil28)
THE IMPERFECT MAID (Razel lol)
THE IMPERFECT PEACE LOVERS (Zoey, Hana, Eloise and Su)
THE IMPERFECT UNOFFICIAL (Vi)**

*Koreans count age as moment you're born 1 years old, same as the Chinese, they believe when you are fertilized until you're born, 9months is like a year, so 1 year old, so in actual fact, he's only 19 this year.
**Idk if Vi is in our imperfect family D: if you know please msn me kthxbai :ghi::ghi::ghi:

I'm thinking the name should be :Memories :B

2009-12-09T10:32:00.007+08:00

Actually, I'm on a fics roll ;_; so whatever.
Broken Kyumin, a little Kyumi and Yewook, songfic, angst ;_;

Btw, this is the song Sungmin plays ;_; Please play it when you start reading the second part 'Strolling down'. I'm sure Angela, you've heard it a gazillion times like me already ;_;
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Everyone in their music department knew of the four legendary students. Kim Jongwoon- Strong vocals. Cho Kyuhyun- Strong vocals. Kim Ryeowook- The genius composer with strong vocals. And Lee Sungmin- Music prodigy.
Everyone also knew that Ryeowook and Yesung are a couple, but it's unknown that Kyuhyun and Sungmin were a couple.
--
Strolling down the music practice rooms after his classes, Kyuhyun went around randomly peeping into the rooms when he heard a rather familiar beautiful but sorrowful tune playing from a practice room further down. Kyuhyun walked to that room and saw a familiar face playing the piano with a bitter smile. He then realized that this was the song they had used to play together. He knew the lyrics were suitable for him to sing, but not Sungmin...
Sungmin took a deep breath before he started singing. "Saying that this moment is the last to you, whom I loved so much.."

'Where's my valentines day chocolates?'
'Kyu, no matter how many I get, it'll never express how much I love you'
'I love you too,'

"Even if you try to turn it back, even if you hold onto me crying, I was the one who bid our farewell.." Sungmin's voice cracked at the last word.

'Why are you breaking up?!'
'You know the answer,'

"I always act strong, but I'm a cowardly man, didn't have the confidence to protect you forever and left.."

'Kyu, do you like putting on make up?'
'No.'
'You keep putting on an act, you know that? If you don't feel the same way then don't pretend!'

"Don't love someone like me again, don't make someone miss again, one who looks at only you and needs only you.."

'Sungmin, this is Zhou Mi, Zhou Mi, Sungmin.'
'Nice to meet you,'
'Nice to meet you too Sungmin-sshi.'

"Meet someone who loves you so much, they can't go a day without you.. Please.."

'You love him, not me,'
'Stop fooling around!'
'You also know that you don't love me like you love him.'

"Hurting, you try to hold me back, but I'm a cowardly man, who doesn't have the confidence to give happiness to anyone besides her.." Tears rolled down Sungmin's cheeks.

'We'll be together until the end of time right?'
'Of course Kyu!'

"Don't love someone like me again, don't make someone miss again, one who looks at only you and needs only you.."

'Where do you want to go?'
'As long as there's a man named Cho Kyuhyun there, I'm fine.'

"Even if we are ever to regret our breakup, I can't do anything but give you our farewell.."

'Is it okay if Zhoumi joins us today?' Sungmin frowned for a second before agreeing.

"Don't cry in pain, counting the time that's passed.."

'Smile for the camera!'
'Chik.'
'What was that for?'
'It's our first anniversary remember?'

"Don't miss a foolish love that's already passed, one who looks at only you and needs only you.."

'Open your mouth Kyu~'
'Stop sounding cute Mimi! It's disturbing.' Sungmin gave a sad smile watching them flirt with each other.

"Meet someone who loves you so much, they can't go a day without you.."

'Mimi, we shouldn't be..'
'I love you Kyuhyun..'
'I love you too...' Sungmin's heart shattered into a million pieces as he watched his lover kiss another guy.

"Please, I hope that you'll be happy.."

'Be happy with him, please..' Sungmin walked out of their relationship once and for all.

"Let's never meet again.." Sungmin choked as he finished the last sentence, playing the last notes of the song. He wiped his tears before standing up. Kyuhyun hid behind a pillar and watched Sungmin walk away.
A piece of paper fell out from Sungmin's pocket and landed gently on the floor.
As soon as Sungmin could no longer be seen, Kyuhyun hesitantly walked over to pick it up.
'Happy first anniversary~^^' Was neatly written on it, flipping it over, he saw two smiling lovers. The tears that Kyuhyun held back since the song started fell onto the photograph.
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Argh, I cried writing this. Broken Qmin makes ~~Michelle~~callinginsane a sadsad girl.
Thanks for reading this T_T Comments would be greatly appreciated. ♥~~Especially since I wrote it at night when I was supposed to sleep.~~

Btw, keudae rocks.

bucketofshit

2009-12-08T21:47:00.003+08:00

Yay, Nisrina, let's create a community called 'bucketofshit' once you start your lj^^

Wait, bucketofshit is like bucketorlilies. But doesn't matter, I guess you wanted the name after all♥ Ily even though you abuse me sadist♥

S.E.O.U.L. SONG

2009-12-08T15:55:00.001+08:00

OMFG SOSHI AND SUJU!!!!!!!!♥

m18,r and nc 17 are bullshit^^

2009-12-08T10:34:00.005+08:00

Ah... mature ratings and such... what load of bullshit^^

EDIT:

ARGH. I'VE FINALLY FINISHED MY Hanchul FIC!! D: NOW I MUST MOVE ON TO Sihan. Can I do a very short one? D: Like really. I have no inspiration for Sihan except a Chinese kind of thing WHICH IS KILLING ME.

countdown. Aw, HANCHUL!!

what was the name again? :ghi:

2009-12-07T21:46:00.001+08:00

Angela, what was you friend who writes ~~hot~~good Kyumin fics's name again? :ghi:
Hanchul is just as good :D But I can't seem to appreciate the Eunhae or Yewook ones, or idk....

S I H A N

But damn, I haven't done my secret elf yet otl I'm thinking of ~~stealing~~copying Mini Drama's Sapphire Blue Team's Dangerous Friendship plot, you think it'll make a good plot? But the problem lies with how to describe the ~~smut~~kiss scene :|

One love

2009-12-07T09:37:00.003+08:00

[RAP]Lately when my friends see me all worn out, they say
not to meet someone like you ever again, they say
You left me shaken and crying
and that last phrase, “meet someone better than me”
So once again like a fool I get drunk,
my heart is one deep night, once again I leave a message
Already I’m standing in the cold, gloomy rain
Now … now I will be smiling

otl I... can't... Sihan... phail......

Sh!t. I keep reading fics D; And it's disturbing because I can imagine the scenario ;_; ~~and so fucking hot!~~ HOW THE HELL CAN I WRITE SIHAN?! D; I CAN'T! I only support Hanchul ;_; And why is Eunhyuk's anchovy replaced by a........ housefly..? ;_;

one love

2009-12-06T21:03:00.003+08:00

I know that I should be writing a fic for my secret elf and everything, but I keep sidetracking to read other fics and spam nisrina ;_;
But I promise, tomorrow I will try to complete my sihan fic, but because it's sihan, I can't.. Do it otl
And to make matter worse, I was on my EHB marathon and I sidetracked again to watch sukira clips ;_;
But, god I ♥ how Teukie got tortured and how he woke the members up ♥
But then again, I listened to One Love and god, I'm addicted to it now ;_; Why am I always such a fail?

"What is this?"
"Water screen!"

W A T E R S C R E E N ♥

2009-12-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

Look, I'm really riled up now. Not because of the arguments, but because of the tags in blogs.
I'm sorry to ASJAASVAAS for offending you. You don't have to forgive me, because I'm the one who's saying sorry.
Adeena, you didn't need to take the blame. It never was your fault for anything.
I'm sorry to Harshika, I'm really really really sorry for dragging you into this.

But I wanted to say, what a blog is for is to say things you never can. It's about how you feel, it's about your life.
When people criticize your posts, they have no right to, because it's how you feel.
So I'm saying this now, if you dislike what you see in blogs or this blog, go home and cry to your mommy.

is she right?

2009-12-04T18:51:00.001+08:00

Found this on sj-world.net, topic in TPL by Sujuthebest.

One day, there was a little girl named Angel walking on the street...She does not know how to read or to write...An ELF approached her. She wanted to know if the little girl knows Super Junior...She asked her, "Hey little girl, I'm just wondering if you know Super Junior?". The little girl was shy but replied, "Yes...". The ELF said, "Really? Can you spell Super Junior for me?"....The little girl, not knowing what to do, spelled it...she spelled it as " L O V E "........Is the little girl right or wrong?

IS SHE RIGHT?

I had to re-read the story again @_@ Yeah, the girl is definitely correct.
Suju is love, suju is one:D

Ppang Kku Ttong Kku Ah~~~~~~SMT_T

2009-12-03T09:46:00.005+08:00

Ppang Kku Ttong Kku Ah~~~~~~
viragis & evanesco @ sj-world.net

Ppang Kku Ttong Kku Ah!!!!!!!!!

Thank god, I'm no longer a 6 Daisian^^

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
I'm pissed beyond pissed. fuck.

i am so fucking framed

2009-12-02T20:53:00.001+08:00

i don't know why i'm framed for something i didn't do.
adeena, can you just leave me alone?

2009-12-02T14:41:00.001+08:00

yeah, i should just die. yeah.

hyung~~~♥

2009-12-02T13:18:00.003+08:00

Siwon: hyung~
Heechul: :|
Siwon: hyung?
Heechul: :|
Siwon: hyung :(
Heechul: :|
Siwon: GE D:
Hankyung: ihu both

lmao otl

^^"

2009-12-01T19:01:00.001+08:00

Is god crying?

2009-12-01T14:48:00.006+08:00

Hello, world? I'm leaving MASJAASVAAS.

Reasons:
1. I don't think I was ever understood

2. I'm always misunderstood

3. I'm tired of everything. From what everyone says. Adeena... Angeline... Amelia...

4. I want to have my own opinions again.

5. I don't understand why you guys bothered about me when you didn't.

6. I'm miserable in the clique.

7. I was never part of it in your eyes.

8. Like what happened, when I make a mistake and say Sorry, you'll take the opportunity to flame me.

9. I was never asked of anything and kept from everything.

10. I know after this, you'll most probably be celebrating or flaming me. Then do it.

2009-12-01T11:35:00.001+08:00

Can we really not go back to how we were
To the day when we first bumped into each other
I guess we can’t go back to that day

Press the reset, press press the reset.

Although I said I wouldn't say "Sorry" again, I am.

Yay

2009-11-30T20:53:00.003+08:00

(My explanation)

Yay, we iz crakin' dat china man♥

Loving my profile gifs♥

I hate Singapore to the damned core.

2009-11-30T10:57:00.002+08:00

I hate Singapore. I despise Singapore. I hate every part of it. I hate GST. A damned fucking good way of sucking our fucking money out of us.
I hate COE, a damned fucking smart way of sucking the fucking money out of us through I useless piece of paper which "permits you to own a fucking car". I hate the famiLEE. They're not the people who built up Singapore. They're the people who control Singapore and fellow citizens.
Singapore is a beautiful facade. Underneath, a hellish cage.
Those who see the light can't say anything, the government controls this hell. They can sue you without lifting a finger. They can frame you when you're innocent. They can arrest you for a lifetime without a trial.
They can easily torture you.
Once you go through what they call "The Education System", you'll get boxed in. Normally, they'll say think out of the box, but once you do, you'll get reprimanded. So eventually, you'll get forced into thinking in the box. And once you think within the box, you'll never see the light soon.
Singapore is truly terrible.
The most terrible suckish hell ever existed. When I grow up, I'll get out of this place.
I hope the old man dies soon. He should. It'll be the bext thing that ever happened to anyone.
Except foreigners. Never came here before, yet praising us. What bullshit.
Museum not big still must pay, London museum a million time better don't need to pay.
Where is the justice?
There is no justice.

2009-11-25T19:25:00.003+08:00

Where is Hyuk?;_;

민 호♥
M I N H O
IS LOVED

Shouting to the world that doesn't listen

6 Daisy: Thanks for the memories that I'll hold on to forever

Adeena: I'll miss how crazy you are in class, and out of class. Stay like this forever!

Adelynne: Zomg, I'll remember power=explosion LOL. My SJ-spazz-about elf♥ I'll miss you~ PS: Follow the rules, no triple posting and picking a fight♥

Amanda: LEE MIN HO AND TOKIO HOTEL LMAO

Angeline: Jiro Wang, Kim Hyun Joong.. Charles Wong... Who is the one you like..?-_- LOL.

Cathlyn: My first friend, I'll never forget(x

Eunice: Lol, remember to stay healthy~~ Good luck in the future yeah

Rachel: I literally hate you for lying.

Shee Kei: I think we'll meet because we live one block away LOL. Primavera was fun last time, I hope to see you again in the future.

Harshika: I'LL DEFINITELY MEET YOU. YOU'RE JUST 6 FLOORS ABOVE ME LOL. Take care♥

Sandhya: Stay optimistic forever, I wish you all the best!

Joey: Math prodigy-_- I wish I had your brain, haha.

Joie: I still remember how crazy you are, and the ice-skating thing, take care~

Shu Wen: My first partner in 2008, must eat more! Don't stay thin(:

Amelia: Hmm... I remember you as one of those smart p1-ners :D Take care

Lavanya: I wish you all the best in sec1~ And also, thanks for telling me, the truths(:

Victoria: Singapore's-soon-to-be food critique! Next time if you get free buffets, take me along~~

Nicole: You'll make a great leader, I'll miss you and your crazy);

Edriana: Why so quiet? Must speak more!

Amirah: Artist in the making♥

Rizqy: Why are you harassing bb♥? Take care~

Faye: O___O I'll do that next time I see you ):D

Raemier: EYEBALLS AHAHAHA. Take care~!

Hannah: I will miss how rebellious you are~♥ Take care

Ranita: Don't worry about what others say, you were a great class leader in my eyes, and will always be
Sarah: I still don't really get you, haha. Must stay happy, not heartbroken

Siti: Our ex class leader, don't copy homework in the future(:

Sophia: I will never understand how someone like you manages it, take care.

Alex: MANGA♥ DGM FTW♥

Vanesha: Neat handwriting, stay like that, you'll be loved

Zakiah: ): I'll really really miss you in Eygpt. Must take care and keep in touch♥

TO:
SHAN YI AND TIFFANY
Shan♥: I'll remember you always, that's all I can say

Tiff♥: Stay smart, I'd love to complain about homework with you next timeXD

2009-11-24T16:20:00.002+08:00

Graduation means many things to many people.

For some, graduation is the day where they have to part. Even though parting is inevitable, we still hold onto the happiness we have in the present.
For some, graduation is the day they move on to the next stage of their lives, where they grow older and stronger. It may mean they have passed one exam and will go on to take the other.
For others, graduation is the day which they have been waiting and looking forward to. Due to certain string of events that have happened, they hold onto the pain and anger, which eventually turns into hatred.
For me, graduation holds no meaning. Graduation is like a normal day where they say "congratulations" and you go "thank you". But it feels empty. It's incomplete. That's why it holds no meaning for me.
While other people around me might burst into tears from sadness, I would be wondering why they did. I would be wondering why people say there will be water works when I, don't feel sadness or any kind of emotion?
Just like that, my life is like a hollow shell. No.
I am a hollow shell.
It's always been like that, has always and will always be like that. I wonder where I started to hold in all my feelings and put on a facade for everyone, I wonder where I started to sidetrack and got lost.
I wonder where my soul is.
If it's like this, I can say I'm a heartless creature.
Because what I've gained is imagination and a fantasy world, and lost touch with reality.

lies

2009-11-20T16:05:00.003+08:00

I'd be lying if I said I won't miss 6 Daisy
But I'd lying if I said I will miss 6 Daisy

I'd be lying if I said I disliked yaoi
But I'd be lying if I said I liked yaoi

I'd be lying if I said I don't have friends in 6 Daisy
But I'd be lying if I said I have friends in 6 Daisy

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't happy in 6 Daisy
But I'd be lying if I said I was happy in 6 Daisy

I'd be lying if I said I dislike mature content fanfics
But I'd be lying if I said I like mature content fanfics

I'd be lying if I said I hate 6 Daisy
But I'd be lying if I said I love 6 Daisy

I'd be lying if I said 'It's over' after I'm no longer a 6 Daisian
But I'd be lying if I did not say 'It's over' after I'm no longer a 6 Daisian

I'd be lying if I said I love everyone in 6 Daisy
But I'd be lying if I said I did not love everyone in 6 Daisy

I'd be lying if I said I didn't cry more than usual during this two years
And I wouldn't be lying, because I did.

2009-11-16T13:00:00.002+08:00

Goodbye blogger, hello livejournal.

2009-11-15T21:53:00.002+08:00

When tomorrow comes, we'll all die.
When tomorrow comes, I'll tell my true feelings.
When tomorrow comes, I'll hate you.
When tomorrow comes, I'll finally know what a friend is.
When tomorrow comes, I'll finally only be an E.L.F.
When tomorrow comes, I'll finally say GOODBYE to school which I hate so much.
When tomorrow comes, I'll finally say I'm happy I graduated.
When tomorrow comes, I'll be the happiest person alive.
When tomorrow comes, I'll finally be free of all my classmates words.

When tomorrow comes, I won't say anything school related.
Goodbye.

Slow and steady

2009-11-14T15:16:00.003+08:00

Gawd, I really have to slow down on my sj-worlding. I'm at my 7ooth post already=_= So maybe I'll just post 5 posts maximum per day. Well, whatevers. Because the world's dying and so are we. Actually, I wonder why I still bother with life.

Yesterday:
Er, YEC thing. Had Lee Wee Brothers lunch. Then reharsal. AH I'M SO PISSED OFF AT THE FREAKING HIP HOP. BECAUSE THEY COPIED SORRY SORRY, UNFORGIVEABLE. AND THEY DIDN'T DO IT WELL TOO. ARGH, I COULD NOT CLOSE MY MOUTH LITERALLY, JUST HUNG YEAH D<

Today:
Erm, I'm at my sister's birthday party. Guess what my uncle gave her? A VAIO. I'm using it now heheh>:D But still. So I gave a black face and my mum told me that she is going to buy suju 05 and pin up boys CD and album. Cool. I'll continue tomorrow or whatever sucking day will be. I guess I shall what mystery 6 now. Sister's friends are superb noisy=_=

Gosh, I really wonder if by next year, on this date, we'll forget about 5 and 6 Daisy, forget everything that ever happened.

Pooped, for real.

2009-11-12T16:18:00.002+08:00

Oppa, why do you keep tying ponytails?
Why? Not nice?
Yeah.
Get out.

Hail Teukiness

What a bummer

2009-11-11T14:51:00.008+08:00

EVIL DORK♥

Today went to school, danced. Oh sh!t. I learnt Bottle Pop by following them(; Yep.
And danced some more, whole day filled with endless sh!t and what's not.
Gee, ate Prawn Noodles:D

Why are my Yesung pictures at the bottom of my Super Junior folder?TT____TT

I didn't know 到了明天 had an MV♥
My favourite part♥

到了明天, 你就离开我身边
到了明天, 独自向流星许愿
像一场电影到完结篇
我们的结局应验谁的预言
碎了一地的诺言拼凑不回的昨天
可我仍期待奇迹会出现, oh no~
而你身影越来越远

Hana

2009-11-10T11:07:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU HANA<3

Yay for ps~♥

2009-11-09T15:51:00.004+08:00

Yay for photoshop♥ One more wish striked off~ Kudos to Allena

Aw, today coming down with a cold. Dance, dance, dance, dance let's dance.
AHA. Kept playing the game with Adelynne. BWAHA.
Later on went back to school, danced, read blog LOL.
Yep, end of my pathetic day._.

Oh ma gawd, Eeteuk, when will you ever stop being hawt?♥

A treat for suckers.

2009-11-08T20:54:00.001+08:00

This is a treat for ss5o1 fans(as well as BELOVED SUJU♥) and self-proclaimed Kim Hyun Joong wifes.

Gawd, Eunhyuk and Eeteuk look so damned fucking hot there♥ But for Hyun Joong... I can't say the same.

Gawd-_-

2009-11-06T21:06:00.012+08:00

Kyuhyun then captured my lips and started to kiss me passionately - starting out slowly and gently, giving me time to respone to his kisses. He dared himself to plunge his tongue into my mouth and cupped my face with both his hands. That got me.

Eventually, I did response to his kiss. Who am I kidding? I would be crazy if I didn't respone to his kisses.

Seeing that I was responding his kisses and started to kiss him back with the same pace, he slowly lunged himself towards me, pushing me off to his bed and there he was... on top of me kissing my lips with so much passion.

I take back what I said. A PG 13 fanfic can lead up to elaborate scenes. I'm corrupted for good. ~~But they make you squeal shits~~ Gawd. That is M18. Ok, that's it. My blog officially went M18 because of that. If you think that wasn't corrupting enough,

"Close your eyes Baby... I'm making your dreams come true."

And for the umptheen times, he captured my lips again, drowning me in his kisses.

And all I had to do was to just closed my eyes and enjoy every second of it as Kyuhyun's lips roam around the different parts of my body.

***

EVERYONE OUT OF MY BLOG NOW. By the way, happy 4ooth post>:D

4th anniversary

2009-11-06T09:01:00.005+08:00

Happy 4th anniversary Super Junior o5:D

S U P E R J U N I O R

Together now, for some, it's been less than 3 years together, but for some,
it's been 1o years since they've first met.
They began as strangers, walking down their own paths.
Born differently, brought together for the same reason.
Now, they are what the world knows and loves, Super Junior.
Because the happiness, sadness and sorrows they shared bonded them closer to each other.
Together, they created the name for us. 'E.L.F'
That word alone, creates lots of memories. We were re-named to 'E.L.F'
Now, no matter what you do, E.L.F will support you.
Because, isn't this what love is?
Happy 4th anniversary;

Until the day I die, I will engrave the words Super Junior in my heart, and soul.

Coraline

2009-11-05T20:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY;
BIRTHDAY DION LEE
4th ANNIVERSARY OF SUPER JUNIOR o5 ALBUM.

Tomorrow, will be a special day as well. Prepare yourselves ELF and Super Junior, we will celebrate^__^~
--
Went to watch Coraline with my mum and sis. Super nice lurh. I was cringing onto my seat. Ate ajisen ramen after and went home. Wanted to make sj badge but no time. Oh wells, next Tuesday then(;

My mum is becoming a suju fan-A-;;

Elf

2009-11-05T14:18:00.001+08:00

Sapphire Blue, to show our love.. And support.

Two days are coming.. Two very important days....

So I

2009-11-04T14:14:00.004+08:00

So I pray for you (oh) so I
So I promise you (oh) so I
I promise you everything.
I am going to believe that it's you (I'm going to believe that it's you)
Will you come to me
I want to be just a little closer to your embrace
Oh I love you my love
I'm always going to be this way

I AM REVIVED BY "BEING SUPER JUNIOR" FANFICTION, PG13. OMG. I FREAKING THINK THE COMPUTER IS TEUKIE<3

EDIT:

Zomg, today crap crap and crabs. Got this game, where you must do whatever motions and I DID it. Like, I couldn't find a team, so I hid with Sophia etc AHA.

Spazzing about suju~!

Sometimes... it's just like this....... it always ends like this..
Eunhyukie.. you are..

Old folks..

2009-11-03T17:42:00.006+08:00

Class of hatred.......................
Everything will reset....

nuh ijeh jungmal amooluhchi annyamyunsuh nun iddageum byul il anin deut neh geh mootji
jungmal nehga amooluhchi anna bo ini? geuruhni?

Old folks

2009-11-03T08:28:00.001+08:00

Perked up for the old folks.. ^^~ Because there is suju.....

Kyumin's fail acting-_-

Laughter

2009-11-02T17:39:00.003+08:00

Today... I laughed a lot with Lyne.. That's good right..?
Met tutor... Scary^^ Sarah....... I wonder.. What's wrong with your life..?
I.. will create a test.... To see who knows me well...

2009-11-01T20:52:00.003+08:00

Things like having fun.... being happy....
Can I have that too..?
Always.......... Classified.. freak....
I wonder what will happen.. when I not in class...... things will be better..
No one will sad......... Everyone's happy.......
For once.. can I pretend.....
Pretend to be happy..?
What if...?

-_-

2009-10-31T22:17:00.002+08:00

You make me so sick... I think I'm dying..... Slowly...

<3

2009-10-30T10:47:00.007+08:00

6ooth post<3>

EDIT:
I got Super Girl<3

=_= It's 3:5o

2009-10-30T03:50:00.003+08:00

It's 3:5o AM here and I'm still awake lol. But this is seriously so cute<3>
Eunhyuk, you should SING ENGLISH SONGS. RAP ENGLISH SONGS. DANCE LIKE A DANCE MACHINE YOU ARE>D

Voice+Talent+Flexibility=Perfect Hyukjae<3

It's you, it's only you♥

2009-10-29T23:46:00.005+08:00

(This is totally ♥ of Neorago♥)

I ♥ my current skin, especially the title of the profile, tagboard etc, real songs of suju♥

Boys in the city♥

PS:
I spy Yesung laughing at Q in the background, what a classic♥

= =

2009-10-29T13:13:00.004+08:00

Laughing like a drunkard... Talking about EHB and laughing... Dancing non-stop... Being in a place already occupies... Aish.. This kind of thing.. Really..... = =

My album arrived♥

2009-10-28T17:15:00.000+08:00

I'm on cloud nine♥

façade

2009-10-28T14:39:00.002+08:00

This façade... Throw it all away.....

I'm not

2009-10-27T19:31:00.002+08:00

I'm not Hyukjae or a dance machine
Please... I'm tiring....

Dead at heart, Dead at feet

2009-10-27T13:36:00.003+08:00

It just like that
My feet are aching, hands are aching, arms are aching,
Mind is aching, head is aching, body is aching,
Heart is dying.

Happy birthday ADEENA♥

Theinsanityofwantingtodownloaditagain

2009-10-26T13:46:00.014+08:00

(♥)

I feel like omg. Today many things happened but I'm too damned lazy to write out. Blame genes.
God I'm addicted to Kyu's♥ I wish it plays in my head everyday, gosh♥
A D E E N A
How the heck can you buy the tickets?!D<
I would but I don't know~~, not that I care♥~~
But now I'm currently replying the english thread of fail♥ Haha:D
Today dance then ate TOM YAM:D GO back crap around. Sex talk. Yep. Then crap around again.
But I talked about Suju♥ with Adelynney today. Super fun. "Ok we can!"
Passed the book around..

.. .-.. --- ...- . ... ..- .--. . .-. .--- ..- -. .. --- .-. ♥

Omg, I SAW HEENIM WALKING INTO THE MV CONFIRM. AND WHERE THE HELL IS KIBUM?!

13 forever

2009-10-23T09:57:00.002+08:00

(Jungsoo oppa, you've worked hard, sleep well for awhile..)

Hello:D

Later going eat lunch at Tamp mall and buy EH/DH/SW/KI/KB/SD keychains:D
And check my sis's t-shirt thing:D

Sukira

2009-10-22T12:10:00.008+08:00

I can finally listen to Sukira

Though watching it would be nice.. Too..

EDIT:
I'm back=A=
After being forced to go out by Angeline and ShanyiD:
First Shanyi scared me-_- then we ate at yoshinoya.
GOSH. THE GREENTEA AND VEGETABLES SUCKO_O
But listening to 'Love Disease' gave me hope, so I drank all. LOL.
Went to GV see movie price then go century square buy tickets for 'My sister's keeper'
Then went comic connection buy SUPAH JUNIAH<3333333333
Thanks to Angeline and The emotional person I found stuff:D
Yeah, bought them<3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Damn saddd): I cried, Shanyi cried non-stop and Angeline.....
Didn't really cry=_=
Arrangement:
Emotional/Ok/Heartless
Yep. Then went T1 times and more than words:D Nothing to buy
Go Tammall, S and A bought McFlurry=_=
Went lovely land then to buy more Suju keychains<3
But I don't mind spending money on suju! It's worth it! ~~There was LOADS of KHJ stuff LOL~~
Thanks to A and S for making me ~~happy~~on my way to the hospital from fatigue.

슈주세계제패!

Pretty much

2009-10-22T09:04:00.003+08:00

(EHB<3)

My arms are sore and so is my legs
I'm tired..
My right arm is pretty much immobilized..

2009-10-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

슈주세계 제패
우린 하나

I want to wave that and see the world covered in Sapphire Blue♥

Just like a carnival

2009-10-21T08:04:00.010+08:00

(Heenim♥)

Later going Ice-skating:D
Ahhh, sj-world's English ~~spazz about Explorers Of The Human BoDY!~~Thread, I will miss you so much♥

Yay for x album's shipping out of Hong Kong already♥!

ZOMG EDIT:(After the first)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELIN TEO<3
Be happy everyday ~~or I shall beat you up and shove a rock in your mouth~~
Endure everyday's challenges because you know I want to spazz about SUJU(♥) with you♥
Yep. Let's go out together again next time okay?:D

EDIT AT 4.o9p.m.

Omg, accidentally met Joie at Bedok lol. More like bumped into each other-_- then took about 1o~5mins to meet Sarah and Adeena-_-
Take MRT, then take taxi go Kallang Leisure Park
And we were one of the first thereD: So damned empty lurh. We went to the Ice skating rink and found that we were the ONLY amateurs there. The rest were all having classes. So ps please.
Yeah whatever;x I only fell super many times but later on got more ~~idiots~~greenhorns joining us. Bleugh. Yeah, Joie and Sarah took about 1 hour to skate without holding the railing. And I found it quite '...' because SARAH! YOU WERE IN ADVENTURE CLUB IN INLINE SKATING!
Yeah anyway, Me and Joie fell 4 timesD:
Sarah fell once because she was always near the railing and Adeena twice with me and Joie lol. Basically because we were holding hands;x
But there was this boy who was so irritating, always trying to knock Adeena and Sarah and thinks he's so professional skating so fast with the handle. Oh wow, clap for the champion of the handlers.
Loser.
Bought some drinks then left, went toilet to wash our hands because there was this soggy smell on our hands=A= And well, we went to eat KFC♥
And played basketball(single), throw ball thingy(With Sarah) and Mario(All challenge) and...
@#*&(^D(@)_ IS THIS SH!T?!D<
Sarah kept winning and I only got 3rd place...
Once-_-
People, don't waste your money playing with Sarah, she will pwn you anyway.
Later I bought TOAST and we went to bus stop and took bus back to Bedok Interchange-_- and me and Adeena left at Tenah MerahD:
-end of story-

OMG. MY SJ-WORLD POST COUNT IS NOW 5oo OAO -claps- about coming two my 2nd month._. happy happy day to you?

STORY IN SHORT:
I will always forget birthdays
Sarah is ALWAYS the champion be it in not falling down or Mario
I'm always the loser in games and falling down
Adeena beats me everytime.(I have found an enemy?!)

8.7.o9♥

TvT Hurr

2009-10-20T10:58:00.006+08:00

(God I love EHB days♥)

Oh gosh, I really wish for the albums to come soon♥

Oh my gawd.

2009-10-19T11:33:00.004+08:00

(You're hiding something?):)

I fail. I've been reading too much fanfics to catch up on suju's recent activities...

-______-;;

EDIT:

Life really couldn't get better❤

EDIT:

MINDFUCK
When you see it, you'll brix shall be shat

1 step closer < 3

2009-10-18T21:04:00.004+08:00

(Full house is awesome!)

I feel like I'm on cloud nine, seriously.

During the weekend my mum and I finally visited the 3jib which I can finally get (In a week or 2=w=)

Patience is now the keypoint. I hope I can wait..
And on top of that, my mum said that I may be able to go for Korean classes if they have slots available..
Oh yes, The Mysterious Benedict Society rocks.

KYAAAAAAAXDDDDD

Oh yeah, It's been a little longer than 2 yeaars since I've started blogger but..

HOHO, HAPPY 2th BIRTHDAY LOSER'S BLOG<3

OMO

2009-10-16T13:25:00.007+08:00

(Ah Eeteuk.. You had a body cold but laughed after inhaling the laughing gas♥)

OMONA. I FORGOT SOMETHING.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HENRY LAU AND LEE DONGHAE!♥

I failed as E.L.F OTL

Something shocking happened today..

Miss Chew is leaving us after 8 years, Mrs Eugeney(lol) Tan is becoming the next principal..
Saddened.

Anyways, we practiced the dance which I totally can't do. "MDM RAHAT!! I WANT OUT!!" was what I wanted to shout.
Hmm.. after that was art, quite boring. I drew something really retarded.
I drew a toilet bowl and wrote underneath

B l e u g h ★
When toilet business gets serious
Showing in cinemas on 12thDecember2oo9

Shanyi, I think you can related to this date very much:D
Yep, so read WILWG in class and Angeline was telling me not to open my mouth so big.
Later fly go in.
But I was quietly ~~fangirling~~laughing over QMin, how Sungmin was jealous AHHHXDDDD

EDIT:
Added in the songs._.
Luckily, not all suju(Should I be happy lol?)
Erm, ok. I know I'm lame-_- But BoA is freaking awesome.

Mood: Pleased

blog is back-_-

2009-10-15T19:35:00.004+08:00

(Heenim is being pushed away... =w= Hurr>

My blog is back up-_-l'l
Great. Double the work load.
But there's no way I'm giving up livejournal
Oh yes, I'll change my dp 1~2 times in 1~2 weeks!XD
Oh yeah, I'll be adding in the songs tomorrow. Yep.
This time, it won't be totally SUPER JUNIOR!D:

relink

2009-10-12T10:41:00.003+08:00

P S L E I S O V E R ~ !

Please relink to callinginsane.livejournal.com thanks.

A Walk To Remember

2009-09-30T20:51:00.003+08:00

Thank you to everyone in SJ-WORLD.NET for subbing it and xiaolu for the video.

A Walk To Remember, truly, through thick and thin, until the world is covered in sapphire blue balloons;

Super Junior will be one. Even if they are Super Junior-Happy or M, it doesn't matter.They are one.

Let us protect Super Junior, we are one together;

Goodbye M.A.G.E;

Shit

2009-09-29T21:00:00.002+08:00

Everyone deserves to die. I'm no exception.

._.

2009-09-25T20:43:00.003+08:00

Today was an eventful day:

1)Shu Wen went on a 'I-want-to-touch-your-bra-or-bra-strap-frenzy' while we were walking down the stairs._.
2)Mdm Rahat scolded us for being the only class to stand
3)Faye became my horsey
4)We may not have PA next week
5)I copied the explanation for PSLE Science and was like a total retard
6)I love KHR's Discipline-2o6 and Berserk-21o, I even memorized the names:D
7)Trying to remember Vongola's numbers to no avail._. Except for some
8)Low Ris is actually High Risk
9)Went Bedok interchange to eat Curry Rice which was heavenly and ate fruits while walking a very long distance.
1o)Received an E-mail from sj-world for more cards, which I am planning to do.

Unfortunately I don't have a photo here except for Heenim's, so I'll do with that(:

H I B A R I I S L O V E D

Free

2009-09-24T15:21:00.002+08:00

Because I have no homework I'm blogging._.

Today, I sorta cried in PE?- -" It's kinda pathetic. Being sad. Haha, everyone should just die, shouldn't they?:D
Kinda wishing that I was in Secondary School. I mean, because the food there is nicer perhaps;x Haha, then Chinese we watched a show again in St. Pauls. I brought Hibird and my waterbottle down:D Recess was spent in the library..
I told Dana Isaac said Hi._. Lol.
I was reading 里包恩! With HIBARI on the cover<3>
Joie asked me why I didn't eat with them.. I didn't have an answer...
So the rest of the day was a complete mess._. Oh yes, I bought 6 Brownies from Adeena<3
I asked the Pot Specialities auntie if she could give me the container and she agreed!

THANK YOU SOSOSO MUCH:D

Supp class I was doing lotsa corrections, so much my hand was pain.

But ADEENA HAS 19 BROWNIES LEFT. COME AND BUY IT TOMORROW~!(Free advertisement lol)

⇒Love KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN!

Freak, yes.

2009-09-23T18:53:00.003+08:00

I'm a freak. Yes I am. Now of days I'm alone. Yes I am. I spend my recess alone.
Yes I do. I kind of like being alone now. Yes, I do. So what does it matter anymore?
If everyday I can kill time trying to draw Hibari in the library, I wouldn't care about reality anymore.
I would seriously love to spend my last months in school happy then sad.
I'd rather be lonely than try to fit in somewhere I'm unwanted.
Call me a freak. I don't give a damn anymore.

--

Today spent recess in the library. Chinese class watched a show:D Haha, time passed fast.
After lunch went for tuition until 4.5opm+ Then went to mage to collect KHR Vol5 which has Hibari on the cover<33333>
But really, 6 Daisians, don't pity. Just ignore me.

._.

2009-09-21T19:09:00.005+08:00

Mini Drama<3>

You know, I said it'd be on hiatus but I'm back... Ugh.
Feel like changing skin:D Haha...

THIS IS KYOUYA HIBARI TYL
BITE you to DEATH is you hate him and Hibird<3

!!!<33333

2009-09-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hiatus is underway

2009-09-16T15:24:00.003+08:00

Because you know you want it<3

Last post until next time which will be I don't know when?

Since yesterday, I've officially turned into a...

KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN! FANGIRL<3

Omg lah. So unexpected considering I didn't want to but so damned addictive<3
Gokudera is damn retarded, really._. LOL. Yamamoto is super weird but super kind:D
Haru is Chrome is it?D: Kyoko is ... REBORN IS FREAKING RETARDED, JELLYBEAN LOLXD Tsuna's the most retarded._. LOL<3 Hibari~!XD OMG SO COOL LAH! Haha:D Gonna continue reading~!

Omg, Kangin is in an assault case?! NooooD:

My day totally sucked and rawked(: Loved being alone, so peaceful.
But seriously, Shu Wen keeps taking my things and on top of that. She wrote "(?!)Testing Hi" On my science worksheet.
Please, Shu Wen, I'm begging you, please don't do it anymoreTT__TT

Mdm Rahat wanted to talk to me about that. Yeah. Went well(?) I guess;x

Chinese class, quite fun(: But not fun at the same time?(:

SUKIRA, June 5, 2008

HYUK: we're going to talk about this "I got casted for Super Junior M because..."? Respective thoughts. How about you Donghae ssi? Why, why do you think you got casted for Super Junior M?

HAE: *confused* Uh? Eh, because it's Super Junior.
(G-note: he so totally didn't even listen to what they said LOL)

TEUK: We all know it's Super Junior.

HAE: it's just.. the question...okay.

HYUK: no what, Kyuhyun ssi.. same case~ show us...

KYU: dancing, I dance well, so...

HYUK: dance well, Kyuhyun ssi dances well so he got casted for Super Junior M...

TEUK: Kyuhyun ssi dances well? Pfffft---

KYU: why are you laughing??

TEUK: aw, I'm sorry.

cr; La'MISS:fairy@soompi

Donghae and Kyuhyun<333>

With this, I'mma gonna close this blog._. See ya.

Upset

2009-09-15T19:17:00.003+08:00

I'm terribly upset now. I think, once again, I'm going to sink into depression again.
Don't talk to me, unless you can cheer me up. I'm tired.
Of everything. Really, I don't know how many times I cried today. How many times I wanted to cry. How much tears I let go of. And everything else, doesn't matter now.
To me, I was happy a few minutes and hours ago, I had became a sj-world donator.
But now it doesn't matter. I'm tired of trying to be "strong".
Tired of being a sub friend.
Tired of expectations.
Tired of face smiles.
Tired of life
If only life could have a Reset button, I'd gladly press it. Doesn't matter if all my "friends" are gone. Just want to Reset.

Sometimes, I just want to be alone.

Sj-world is back people~!<33333

2009-09-14T15:49:00.007+08:00

⇒IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT:

After a week, sj-world is back people~!<3333

It was like torture without it._. I was bored to deathD:
Now I can enjoy and start loving my computer once again♥

⇒IMPORTANT DAY:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE SZE SIU AKA CANDY<3
You're 12 now~~, stop rotting your brain.~~Enjoy today, I shall get your present BY next week:D
8 Years of Friendship<3

⇒IMPORTANT DATES:

14Septembero9- CANDY/SZE SIU'S BIRTHDAY
18Septembero9- PSLE LISTENING
2oSeptembero9- 돈 돈 RELEASE♡/ HARI RAYA PUASA
27Septembero9- ADEENA'S BIRTHDAY
28Septembero9- SHINDONG'S BIRTHDAY

1Octobero9- CHILDREN'S DAY(Our last Children's day, next year will be Youth day)
11Octobero9- HENRY'S BIRTHDAY
15Octobero9- DONGHAE'S(FISHY'S) BIRTHDAY

Ohoh, And apparently my message to Henry was accepted:D

Today was damn fun:D
PE was quite fun:B I guess. Just lotsa pain:DWent through corrections, had the same thing, CHINESE CLASS<3
Chinese class was the funnest of all. Sze Siu and I laughed a hell la.
First we crapped around:D Then we went all squeezy handy to pass on the "goodluck" for our listening answers:D
LOL. Yeah, then we did origami:D Damn fun:D But got one part if cut out the book, so then Kelly, I and Sze Siu damn scared to cut. And LLS past by and said"Woah, ni men pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa!"
Rofl. Me and Sze Siu kept imitating herXD
Haha, bought orange juice. Came home, dad was not as angry I guess;x Quite happy(:
Turn on computer and saw SJ-WORLD IS BACK UP ONCE AGAIN♡
<33333333333333333333333
I can never feel so... Joyous.
Hmm... I should donate to them.
Right now we have 3 birthday projects, and they upgraded to a server 3 times larger bandwidth.
3 Birthday projects+3 times larger bandwidth=More moolah
I should really donate. Time to go ransack my room to find at least $5o to change to WON to send to ALICE. Since Korea is nearer then Italy or Europe;x

Keeping my promise:

WHAT WOULD THE SUJU MEMBERS DO IF THEY FORGOT THEIR GIRLFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY??
May 6 2006

Heechul –
Gf: Honey~ What day is it today~?
HC: - -?
GF: What is it~ Hurry~ (in a cute way)
HC: Are you crazy?
GF: (seriously) What is this, do you know or do you not know…
HC: I don’t know
GF: It’s my birthday! How could you not even know your girlfriend’s birthday? - - +
HC: From the start, your life is your own. Take care of your own birthday, others don’t take care of it. - -…

Hankyung
Gf: honey, do you know what day it is today? ^-^
HK: I’m sorry… I don’t know what day it is…
GF: Hmph~ It’s my birthday. Fine, then at least me birthday present~
HK: Hankyung… can’t understand Korean well.. (looking away)
GF: ^- -…
HK: (quietly stands with a smile and goes off into a different direction)

Eeteuk
GF: Oppa~ You know what day it is, right? ^-^*
Eeteuk: Hm~ Well~ I wonder what day it could be~
GF: You know~
Eeteuk: Well~ (while cocking one eyebrow with a greasy smile)
GF: EyEy~ (In a cute way while hitting eeteuk’s shoulder lightly)
Eeteuk: Well~ (still with that smile)
GF: Forget it - -…

Kangin
GF: Yeongwoon shi~ What day is it?? (asking like she doesn’t know)
KI: …….. (Laughing oddly without saying anything)
GF: Hehe Hurry up and tell me~
KI: I don’t know~ (Laughing oddly)
GF: Come on~ You know! (lightly hitting KangIn’s shoulders in a cute way)
KI: (All of a sudden serious) HEY, you hit me because I say I don’t know? Did you just hit me?
GF: ^- - … This person…

Yehsung
GF: JongWoon shi! You know what day it is, right?
YS: What is it~ What are you saying~ (serious)
GF: (a little awkward) Come on~ Don’t tease me when you know
YS: What is it, are you crazy?
GF: You really don’t know? (now seriously)
YS: I don’t know
GF: You’re my boyfriend, right?
YS: Probably~ (while picking his ear)

Shindong
GF: ShinDong! What day is it?
SD: The day I eat barbecue!
GF: Hahaha ^-^ Come on~ Nooo~
SD: The day sungmin makes me sweet pumpkin porridge for me?
GF: Hey - -
SD: Aw~ I know I know~
GF: Tell me~ ^-^
SD: The day I eat kimchi barbecue!
GF: Are you joking? ^- -……….

Sungmin
GF: What day is it today?
SM: Today? (while blinking both eyes, staring)
GF: What is this… You forgot?
SM: Sorry ^-^; My schedule is so full…
GF: No, no.. I understand ^-^
SM: Yeah ^-^ Thanks, I have to go now
GF: Already? Because of your schedule? (hinting how disappointed she is)
SM: No~ I left the sweet pumpkin cooking while I came to meet you ^-^
GF: ^- -… So you’re saying the sweet pumpkin is better than me… that’s what you’re saying…

Donghae
GF: Today~ what day could it be! (Quizzing DongHae)
DH: I don’t know (not interested)
GF: You know~ You liar~ (in a cute way)
DH: I don’t know~ What is it~ What day is it~
GF: (sadly) It’s me birthday…
DH: …….. (not saying anything for a long time)
GF: (waiting for DongHae to say something apologetic)
DH: ……….. (but…) Hey, and I thought it was some kind of special day…

Eunhyuk
GF: Don’t you have anything prepared? (Expecting something)
EH: Prepare what?
GF: Come on~ It’s okay, don’t be shy~ Take it out~
EH: Eh?
GF: What is this… It’s my birthday, did you forget? (Sadly)
EH: Oh~ Really? Sorry ㅠ ㅠ… Okay~ Take me!!
GF: Eh? What is this… HyukJae shi is already mine (embarrassed)
EH: What are you talking about, I’ve never given myself to you (seriously)

Shiwon
GF: Shiwon~ Do you know what day it is today? ^ - ^
SW: Well… Oh!! The day it has been since 257 days ago HeeChul lost weight?
GF: Oh, no (surprised) Guess~ (Back in focus)
SW: Then, the day it has been since 1034 days ago I bought HeeChul ddukbbokee?
GF: (What’s with him) That’s not it - -
SW: I really don’t know ^-^;
GF: Do you only know things related to HeeChul?
SW: Of course! (Suddenly)

Kibum
GF: Kibum ah~, you know what day it is, right?
KB: (silent)
GF: Do you know or do you not know~ (in a cute way)
KB: You call yourself cute…
GF: Come on~ You really don’t know?
KB: Yeah
GF: Hey - - ^ Are you really my boyfriend? It’s my birthday today!
KB: We’re just friends… (serious)

Ryeowook
GF: Guess what day it is today~
RW: Oh, well~ ^-^; I don’t know;;
GF: What is this… Do you want to be so awkward like this? It’s my birthday
RW: Oh, that’s right… ^-^
GF: ……… (waiting for him to speak)
RW: ……… (not saying anything)
GF: …… (still waiting)
RW: Why aren’t you saying anything? ^-^?

credits to: ~neh~long~

<3333

D:

2009-09-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

Read the damn notice. I will update tomorrow~_~
Ugh. Left a few question needa copy tomorrowD:
Saddening as it seems, PSLE's a stone's throw away. Better start my switching on my "Hardworking" mode.
Goodbye sj-world.
Goodbye blogger.
Goodbye superduperlove.
Goodbye WithKyu.
Goodbye Leeteuk-a-day
Goodbye Naruto forums.
Goodbye Winter Sonata.
Goodbye my freedom.
--
I need more Sj music to help me with the stupid "hardwork"- -"
Gotta buy an album this weekend!

Winter Sonata

2009-09-11T13:13:00.004+08:00

Winter Sonata, addicted to it.
I would love to explain to you, but it's kinda a complicated story.
--

CHANNEL 85 PLAYED SUJU'S SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From 11.3oam~12.3opm today!!!! AH~! SO REFRESHED<333
I watched from U onwards:D Thanks to Cass<3

It hurts a little, but I don't want to get better.

Ilypam:D

2009-09-10T16:45:00.002+08:00

ILOVEYOUPAM:D

You watch EHB XD~~UnlikesomepeopleItellandtheydon'tunderstanditsAWESOMENESS~~ Haha, where you want to go?:D Www? Or Ice skatingXD

- -"

2009-09-10T13:24:00.003+08:00

I'm so sick of replying tags lol.
I wonder why I just have to- -" So when I'm lazy I'll just put - -"... I think I shall put that continuously now... - -"""" Still have homework to do.. So sick of life's disasters...
Sj-world is still down... Saddening..... Ugh, I just want to save more pictures of Teuk...
Is that so hard? lol;x Maybe so.. Today, just ow at lunch I saw CANDY. She was eating with her dad(Which still looks like how he looked in my memory) after school lol. Gosh- -"
You know, Umineko no naku koro ni is nice.
Full of gory murders, Beatrice is awesome, Maria is awesome, Kanon(♥)
Ahhh.... I want more Umineko....!
More subway cookies!!!

Next post~!

2009-09-09T13:46:00.004+08:00

Haha:D There's a temp sj-world~! I registered of course OHOHOHO.
Just now watched EHB and Full House again^^
Laughed so much~
LOL(?) Hmm:B

I have something to say...
Hongki & Park Jiseon - Sorry Sorry
Messed up a hella LOL.
Especially Ryeowook's part.

They screwed up their voices <3>The awesome love triangle;

Si♥Han♥Chul♥
Don't like them? Beat it.

My shity day

2009-09-09T09:17:00.003+08:00

(Found it randomly lol, unrelated to Sj for once, except it's Korean)

Ryeowook, Magnae and fishy♥

Shit lah. Sj-world is down due to

SJ-World's account was suspended for the time being due to excessive usage of CPU time and memory in the system. We will try to fix it soon

Shit. Shit. ShitD: Talking to Shanyi now:D Haha, she finally sees the daylight. Bias.
Download U LOL. Ok, I'm crapping now- -"

Yesterday night, I laugh so much... I read the scripts of Adonis Camp, Miracle For You, Super Junior Kiss The Radio, Unknown, What they would do if they forgot their GF's birthday and variety shows such as EHB(: Damn funny.
Especially what they would do if they forgot their GF's birthday(: Kibum, Yesung, Siwon, Heechul and Eunhyuk's answers were epic, total win♥
I would cry if I was Kibum's GF, seriously, but such coldness♥
I'll post it up here once sj-world is back, with credits of course♥

Adeena I hate you and your livejournal. How can you post my picture there?!D: And you said it'll be a shadow, damnitD:

Obsessed and upset♥

Just what happened- -"

2009-09-08T14:13:00.007+08:00

Why do I get the feeling like as if I'm being erased lol. And that my blog posts are getting more elaborate on the details. Lol, I should do this for PSLE composition... - -"
--
@Angeline> - -" I remembered how I used to love this icon after I read Q's UFO♡
--

THE REAL THING LOL. Okay, so today chinese I didn't get to strangle CANDY because she didn't come. When I got to school Amanda and Shu Wen ask me to follow them, and later Amanda asked me to get Joie so I went but in the end Joie talked to me about THAT. And placed my vote(?!- -) as a yes which I obviously didn't want to get involved in.
Later Chinese, hmm..
Quite fun(?) because listening and everything:B Haha.
Anyways, recess there was some gossiping(?) I guess;x
Then MR scolded us into a bloody mashed by shit cooked in your mother's soup.
She yelled at us good. Like seriously, my hearing almost blasted(Lol, this is an over exaggerated version). Well, we deserved it. Buncha losers.
I kept staring at my file, and thinking only about you.
It's only you, even if I'm born again.....

It's you, even as time goes by(OMA)

It's only you.... Why don't you know....?

Suju=v=

LOL. That was really excerpts from Neorago okayD: Even as time goes by~
Haha.. - -'' What were you thinking? No lar, kept staring at

사랑이 죽는 병

Ahaha:D SUPER BIG FOR SUPER LOVE. Class end at that time changed Science marks again! Sians.Had lunch, and ordered fries. What happened was when I was waiting for the fries, It Came.I was in a whole lotta shit.
It came.
How come?! I thought it was inside safe and sound?!
But, why when I was going to eat fries?! Why oh why?D:
I had to rush home. But at that time, it stopped it's urge. So I turned on this freaking computer and talked to Cass when It Came Again. When I was about to eat another piece of fries.
I stood and thought.
I need to crap.
Rushed to the toilet and did what satisfied my crap for the last time lol.

SUJU'S RANT! SUNGMIN.

TITLE:OOTCHASAAAA- SUNGMIN
DATE:Mar 4 2007

the gag man: HEY! YOU! COME HERE!
*sungmin goes over*
the gag man: your name is sungmin?
sungmin: yep! :D
the gag man: what's my name?
sungmin: SUNGMIN! :D
the gag man: have you googled your name before?
sungmin: I HAVE! :D
the gag man: who comes up?
sungmin: ME! :D
the gag man: what about me??
sungmin: oh, it's according to popularity.

Credits:lalaloo

Oh Sungmin, you mesmerize♡

Ijen Swigo Sipeo♡

Oh yes, Hyukkie shows his hot abs♡

Credits to Sujualltheway@sj-world.net

masked

2009-09-07T16:39:00.003+08:00

I have to act. I have to. Prove to the world that I'm alright. I'll plaster on a fake smile and laugh off everything.

I'll hide my tears within the mask.

My connection sucksD:

2009-09-06T23:01:00.023+08:00

HOLIDAYS<3
Holiday classes are as good as kissing goodbye our childhood- -"

Ihyconnection:D

Saturday:
Can't remember much, did holiday homework. Shanyi and I sms-ed quite a lot:B Mum scolded at 12am for texting again, so can't reply Shanyi.
Sorry Shanyi-ahD:

Today:
Woke up, got lectured by mum. Ate MacDonald breakfast:D
Then did holiday homework and went uncle's house to celebrate my cousin's birthday. Go there nothing to do:B So did work again.
Then ate prawn noodles and do work=A=
Later got this claypot rice which totally sucked. I ate my cousin's cake with coke together with my sister instead. Then play the osim foot massage chair thingy:D
Damn fun:D
Hmm.. Come home and playplay lor. Got one person added me on sjworld or something. Aiyah don't care lah. Qhyun's replies are loved so much ♥
Like really lah, damn funny.

I just realized, I'm damn biased._.
As in, DAMN biased._.
Lols;x

Angeline-ah, don't be sad.
After the storm is calm. You will be like that.
Just have to thinking positive. Like how I did.
Think only of happy and fine you will be.
If not, listen to happy bubble.
Listen and laugh. But now, I feel like,
Like as if, this is a 'Love Disease' situation. Lols, why am I saying suju's (♥) songs now?- -"
I fail OTL

happy bubble nawa hamgge lallalala jeulguhwoon nal
happy happy happy bubble lappappappappa
happy happy happy bubble ppalappappa

Credits to carolyn at SJ-WORLD.NET

This holiday, I ought to update and change my livejournal.
It's been on hiatus for quite awhile now;x

I feel damn sad. P1 I was in the same class as:
Raemier
Adeena
Sophia
Amelia
Adelynne
And Adeena said she met me in p3=A=
I don't have a soul(?) I should just soak my head in water for 5 minutes- -" See if you'll notice my absence- -

*EunTeuk Sukira KTR Conversations 13th-19th Feb

Eunhyuk: Today is Valentine Day and guys who received chocolate must be down (sad) as they have to give a set on White Valentine ( I think in Korea they got another day where guys return girls who gave them stuffs)

Leeteuk: I don’t. I always didn’t return, only accept. Now thinking of it, feel so bad to the girls.

Eunhyuk: Anyway the ones I received are shared with my friend and eaten together, so I don’t too.

Leeteuk: I don’t even eat it, I put it back at home for a year or two, and look at them once in a while.

Eunhyuk: Chocolate? Such a waste you are.

Leeteuk: So I had to throw them on the 3rd or 4th year.

Eunhyuk: = = During my school days on White Valentine, I gave the few girls in school that I like, all few of them, and became friends with those that responds.

Leeteuk: during my high school days, there was this younger girl who like me and kept chasing after me, and it was the Valentine day period.

Eunhyuk: so you two became a couple?

Leeteuk: no, I was thinking that if I reject her now, I would not receive any gifts.

Eunhyuk: you are so bad

Leeteuk: she kept pestering me and was asking me how my consideration is going ( on accepting her) and the next day after Valentine’s when I received the chocolates, I told her I had considered finish ( didn’t accept her)

Eunhyuk: puhahahha, I’ve received so many that now 1 or 2 more or less doesn’t matter anymore.

Eunhyuk: today is 17th feb, 1200 days since SJ debut.

Leeteuk: so long it been…so long…

Eunhyuk: (in soft voice)our 3rd album preparation…is going to finish, will be meeting everyone soon

Leeteuk: (in soft voice)tomorrow we got dance rehearsals.

Eunhyuk: we even took our photoshoot already, haha. Everyone be patient, very soon we will meet ha¬

Credits to sjcindelurve @ kimshey wordpress
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0707 sosogabaek teuk & min

eeteuk: i've said on tv that i wear up to 3 shoe lifts...
seunghyun: really, i heard it was 4
eeteuk: WHO SAID THAT! A while ago i showed people that i wore 2 shoe lifts and after some time people wanted more so i showed them 3 shoe lifts but i actually don't wear 3..
sungmin: yea it's too hard, it'll hurt your back as well
hyesung: but you're actually taller than i had imagined
seunghyun: you wore slippers today, do those have shoe lifts too?
teuk: no haha they don't
sungmin: he took them out earlier that's why
teuk: some people think i'm a midget because i say i wear shoe lifts but my height is actually seventy....eight..
sungmin: EH???
teuk: that's what it says in my profile page, i'm 78 with the shoe lifts but without them i'm seventy......
sungmin: wait stop, you can't ruin your idol image

question game-
seunghyun: sungmin, you responded to the question "one thing that my girlfriend must do/have" as cooking..you know like when guys hug their wives when they're cooking
sungmin: yea haha but more so i think it's cute when couples cook together, not just receive what she cooked but cooking together..when i get married later i will always cook breakfast for her
eeteuk: my girlfriend doesn't have to know how to cook
MCs: why?
eeteuk: cause i'll make a lot of money so i'll treat her to a buffet every morning
hyesung: haha is that why you said credit card to the question "how much money do you need right now?"

hyesung: what's the most psychotic thing about sungmin?
eeteuk: he's actually the most normal one compared to everyone in super junior. i think his normalness is the most psychotic thing. actually the most psychotic thing about him is that he HAS to sleep when it hits midnight even though most celebrities have odd sleeping schedules, he always has to sleep when it hits midnight.
sungmin: yea it's true, ever since i was little i get sleepy when it gets too late at night
eeteuk: maybe that means you aren't meant to be a celebrity
sungmin: NONO nowadays i can stay up till 5!

translated by lalaloo@soompi
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excerpts:
hello~ i'm shiwon who loves mbc, nice to meet y'll
hello~ i'm kyuhyun who loves jojungrin
hello~ i'm shindong who loves kangin hyung
hello~ i'm sungmin who loves chinchin
hello~ i'm eunhyuk who loves mbc's washroom
hello~ i'm ryeowook who loves mbc's PDs & writer noona
hello~ i'm kangin the man who loves money

*

jungsu: can i say to a member that's not here? i wanna get closer to yesung. yesungah, i really wanna get closer to you. before, something happened & the other members all comforted/consoled me, saying it's okay. like shiwon said to me, "hyung, you're the leader, i'll always follow you", but yesung you said, "ah! i knew you'll be like that. you're too silly." our parents are already so close, let's also quickly become closer.

*

shindong: eunhyukah~ why did you do that the other time? that time you said you were gonna go to the supermart, & i asked you to help me buy an air freshener (i'm not too sure about this :x) the next day, when i met you at our dorm, i asked you where's the air freshener? & you said, you didn't know what flavor i wanted so you didn't buy, but in the end you bought seven different flavors for yourself.

*

ryeo: eunhyuk hyung~ everytime we finish practicing/training it'll be 5AM. once we get back to our dorm, he'll go to his own room & lock the door. he has a room to himself, & whenever i wanna go into his room & chat with him, the door's locked. when i call him, the line will be engaged. what exactly do you do?
kyu: eunhyuk hyung doesn't sleep at night. i dunno what he does & who he does it with, but it'll be morning when he sleeps (-_- that means YOU don't sleep till it's morning too -_-).
ryeo: from what i know, he usually sleeps at 7AM. i dunno what he does for those two hours.
shindong: smelling his seven air fresheners (AHAHAHAHAHAHAHALMAOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

*

kangin: i also wanna say, this time isn't kyuhyun back? really wanna thank him, & also those that have cared about him.
kyu: can i also say something?
kangin: no, hyung is talking, be quiet.
kyu: this time, doing activities with everyone, the members all care greatly for me. whatever we do, they'll always first think of me, i really wanna thank everyone. again i can feel the love from the members, & the advantages of being the magnae. thank you~

translated by fragment @ soompi
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From MFY's 200th day-
(No date stated. but this was posted May 20 2007)

Q: If you were married to a fan, but she starts to say that she likes another celebrity that's more handsome/younger than you. What would you do?

Hyukjae: Then I would also like a girl celebrity that's prettier and younger than my wife.
-the audience boos/disapproves of the answer-
Hyukjae: I meant that I shouldn't do that.

Shindong: I would divorce her.
-the audience boos/disapproves of the answer again-
Shindong: Just kidding, just kidding. What should I do?
Hyukjae: Divorce~
Shindong: I would follow her and support the celebrity with my wife. <3
-the audience spazzes over the answer-

Sungmin: I think I would try to get better looking and sing for her and stuff.
-the audience spazz again :D -
Shindong: What if that doesn't work?
Sungmin: I'll follow her and support the celebrity with my wife. <3

Yesung: For me, I think I'm confident that I wouldn't lose her.
Shindong: For some reason, I don't think Yesung will get married.

Q: If you were to be stranded on a deserted island with another member, who would you pick?

Hyukjae's turn to answer-
-the audience SCREAMS Siwon and DONGHAE-

Yesung: I think there's some misunderstanding, Eunhyukssi is closer to me than he is to Siwon and Donghae
Shindong: This is why Yesung can't get close to any of the members

Shindong: I would pick Ryeowook
-Sungmin imitates eating beside him-
Shindong: Cause he's good at cooking
Sungmin: I'm good at cooking to, what about me?
Shindong: Sungmin touches me too much so I don't want you.
-Sungmin touches Shindong's arms-

Hyukjae: I would pick Yesung because if there's just two of us..then I would be the better looking one.
Shindong: Eunhyukssi, can you see over there in the back? Yesung's mom is here today.
-Hyukjae gets up-
Hyukjae: Hello uhmuhni~ (means mother but you can say it to other people's mom because it's more formal) It's cause I want to be with Yesung~ ^^

--

Yesung: And also, some of our members got in a big car accident recently..
Hyukjae: REALLY?
Yesung: and two of them are actually with us today..
Hyukjae: REALLY?

(Hyukjae mentioned how they're all putting on seat belts no matter which seat they are sitting in the car and how everyone should be careful, don't speed etc)

--

Hyukjae: Come to think of it, Yesung wrote us a letter when we got in the accident (the msg he played on MFY)...and you were crying :D why were you crying?
Yesung: Actually..I wasn't crying..
Shindong: Then what were you doing, laughing?
Yesung: I just....uh..I don't know it myself ^^

credit if taking out~
translated by: lalaloo

So cute Sungmin/Eeteuk/Kangin/Shindong/Kyuhyun/Ryeowook and practically everyone lol. I totally ruined my post but oh well.
*edited

Ah~
Just wishing to live with a soul of my own.
I feel like each day, I am just, like a puppet. I listen and sympathize with those in sadness or in depression. I am filled with nothing by sheer sadness and emptiness. I am treated, with no respect or what we are, humans. I am an ordinary person who just wishes and yearns for a normal life. I am, but an object.

Sukira and Teuk oppa's shoes

2009-09-04T15:05:00.007+08:00

WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS KIM WOON OR WHATEVER SHIT IS NAME IS DOING THERE?!
THAT THAT SONG WUBIN FROM BOYS OVER FLOWERS, AT SUKIRA?! WHAT.LOL.

Actually I was browsing the sjworld.net when they said Eeteuk(♥) wore the shoes they gave for his birthday(the wings and everything) then I saw that face-.- Thanks for ruining everything lol.

Playing with the shoes! XD Look at Eunhyuk~ HahaXD

Love Disease

2009-09-03T15:57:00.006+08:00

Omgwtfbbq they always look hot♥
at first when I heard the song name I thought wth, once again, suju has proved me wrong♥ What a nice tune..

You followed me annoyingly, and took a deep breath
Trying to catch me, who’s leaving you alone
I grabbed your shoulders tightly and loudly said “We’re through”
That the farewell poison has already, without you knowing, spread in my heart

The disease where my love is slowly dying
It hurts a little, but I don’t want to get better
Every single memory is erasing
Going back to the times when we were strangers,
I want to rest now

Like having played with fire for a long time
Everything has burned, and only ashes remain (Only ashes remain)
Like how even the first feelings have become faint
Everything has become useless (useless)

Facing you and taking your hands, with a bitter smile, I said “Please, be happy”
To find a person who will soothe and embrace the scars that I’ve left you

The disease where my love is slowly dying
It hurts a little, but I don’t want to get better
Every single memory is erasing
Going back to the times when we were strangers,
I want to rest now

Though it hurts too much now
Some day, you might
Wipe your lips as a kiss triggers an unpleasant memory
Trying to erase the warmth you felt when I held you in my arms
Cold tears will wash you

The disease where my love is slowly dying
It hurts a little, but I don’t want to get better
Every single memory is erasing
Going back to the times when we were strangers,
I want to rest now

The disease where my love is slowly dying
It hurts a little, but I don’t want to get better
Every single memory is erasing
Going back to the times when we were strangers,
I want to rest now

---

Hooked onto Love Disease♥

Today was fun(: Raemier and Shu wen didn't come. PE was baseball, quite fun(:
Run for our lives:D Amelia got hit): Died. LOL.
English was okay, got scolded, I mean the entire class.
Then Science spelling. About 2~4 words I'm unsure how to spell:B
Chinese class was damn fun:D I played with Candy's stuffies in her pencil case(:
Got one eraser damn hard to push, but she told me the "technique" Then I found myself quite dumb-.-
And got one pencil, damn cool. The top can sharpen the lead:D
Omg. And her correction fluid not like mine so hard to push the liquid then keep flowing lol. Hers damn easy to push *(^$@HDWY -.- She beat me in Chinese, still emo. LOL.
Turns out I lost marks in MCQ damnit. LOL(?)
Melissa failed her listening, LLS insulted her LOL. Funny(:
Recess ate CURRY CHICKENXDD
And Angeline damned hyper lah, damn irritating, ask her to shut up she won't lol.
Hmm... do corrections and etc:| Then me and Angeline chiong maths made easy 6A and B in PC:D Just in time to finish=A=
Yeah, then sat next to her for the day since Victoria moved next to Adeena and Amelia and Sarah were sitting in me and Raemier's seats.
For lunch, ate Nasi Lemak. Quite nice, especially the chili. So spicy xD But the rice tasted quite weird at first though;x
When Angeline went to buy fishball, I stood beside her lah, then tap the other side of the shoulder, and surprisingly, she turned to look at the girl behind her-.-
Eh, I thought we played that trick on each other so many times already?-.-
But anyhoo, we laughed likea shitty mamah:D
And Shanyi you keep beating me and Angeline's backs=A= GOT PROBLEM IS IT?!
LOL. Then I almost choked on my fishball, so Angeline wanted to sue/take money to compensate for my medical bills lol.
But I ran away, then don't know what happened, I wanted to hide behind to pillar.
Then they turned to look at me, when I was in the stupid crab stance-.-
Later on me and I-got-hit-on-the-back-because-of-you-lah-,-I-wanted-to-help-you-get-compensation-but-you-ran-away-and-Shanyi-smacked-my-back-so-pain-lol went to bookshop cause I wanted to get some pens but closed.
Wth. Yeah, so I started acting lame and tried to scare her lamely lol.
And when supp started, before MR came in, she went toilet.
Lol. The presentation quite fun(:
Took some notes down. After the presentation, do more corrections.
Before I reached bookshop, Amirah, Adeena, Sarah and ? shouted to me say byebye. Shouted back, lol. Didn't know they were there oAo Until I heard MICHELLELY, wtf. LOL.
Yeah, went to bookshop and bought 2 pens!:D
Lol, $3.6o-.-""' So expensive right? Geez.
Then went MAMA SHOP:D Bought 2 hot and spicy chips which I so regretted. $1.4o and it's not chrunchy anymore. Damn, I'll never buy any more chips from there.
But when I was at the playground, I was reminded of PRIMAVERA and the fun times. I sorta felt a bit sad, like, the same thing that happened to mini-world. Now, I can only laugh at my stupidity, but I can't turn back the time now. How sad right?
Now, going to sj-world and copy down lyrics!:D

Every single memory is erasing