For some, graduation is the day where they have to part. Even though parting is inevitable, we still hold onto the happiness we have in the present.
For some, graduation is the day they move on to the next stage of their lives, where they grow older and stronger. It may mean they have passed one exam and will go on to take the other.
For others, graduation is the day which they have been waiting and looking forward to. Due to certain string of events that have happened, they hold onto the pain and anger, which eventually turns into hatred.
For me, graduation holds no meaning. Graduation is like a normal day where they say "congratulations" and you go "thank you". But it feels empty. It's incomplete. That's why it holds no meaning for me.
While other people around me might burst into tears from sadness, I would be wondering why they did. I would be wondering why people say there will be water works when I, don't feel sadness or any kind of emotion?
Just like that, my life is like a hollow shell. No.
I am a hollow shell.
It's always been like that, has always and will always be like that. I wonder where I started to hold in all my feelings and put on a facade for everyone, I wonder where I started to sidetrack and got lost.
I wonder where my soul is.
If it's like this, I can say I'm a heartless creature.
Because what I've gained is imagination and a fantasy world, and lost touch with reality.